Recollection

Looking out my window,

My thoughts go deeper,

Mind begins to wander,
Flickering eyes ain't getting wider.

My head is in a spin,
Now where do I begin,
What happiness could bring,
In those days when my heart still sing!

Am I or am I not,
Those days that I forgot,
Is it or is it not,
Battles that are being fought?

When the lights are shining bright,
When my strength are full of might,
Everything was in sight,
But why am I in such a fright?

What else could I wished for,
What's less and what's more,
Am I becoming an eye sore,
Or am I one of those who bores?

Sighing deep breathe of self console,
What went thru nobody knows,
My sorrows that wouldn't show,
What path will come for me to follow?

How then will I know,
Is it time that I may borrow,
Or shall I wait until tomorrow,
Or just recollection of my sorrows?

once in a moment of despair, a recollection...............

Anguish

Sad As I Am,

As Sad As You Can Be,

When Anger Strikes,
The Eyes Do Not See!

Gone Will Be The Pain,
That Went Astray,
All The Tears Too,
Will Just Roll Away!

When Nothing Will Matter,
And Your Mind Gets Sick,
Everyday Looks Further,
What More Do You Seek!

When The Waiting Gets Longer,
Patience Run Wild,
What Memory is Fonder,
Wilderness That Cannot Reconcile!

What Makes The Mind Go Crazy,
What Makes It Decide,
What Makes It So Easy,
The Conscience Just Subside!

All That Went Wrong,
All That Cannot Be Undone,
Left A Heart That's Broken,
Let the Past Be Past!

Even If You Recall The Memories,
The Love You Had May Not Exist,
Not A Ray Of Hope There Is,
It Just Can't Heal That Disease!

All Seems So Lost,

It's Like Over A Fire,

For It Is The Source,

That Makes The Desire!

You Live To Forsake,

As You Believe There Is,
It's All In The Hate,
Your Heart Is In Anguish!

Composed by: McCheah

once upon a time during a deranged moment.

That is part of Life's journey 
though hope against the hopeless, 
yet hoping!

You Came To Me

You came to me when in times of trouble,

When in need of a helping hand,

At the best that you can!

You came to me, 

Giving me comfort,

A shoulder to lean, 

Whispering those tender words! 

You came to me, 

When I'm stranded helpless,

When the whole world to me,  

Gets so cold and merciless!

You came to me,  

Lighting up my life,

Helped me be, 

Giving me guide!

You came to me, 

With such tenderness,

You made me feel so happy, 

Made me hopeful with destiny!
You came to me,  

You're my friend and savior,

When I'm in need, 

You always came to me!

Life's Forsaken Life

  In my heart sank a grief,
No one to pamper my loneliness,
So I sat on this rocking chair,
Wandering nothingness!

Except for my recurring sighs,
Glaring aimlessly at the ceiling,
With some humming of tiny insects,
Eyes are forgetting how to blink,

The air stood deadly still,
Except for some rushing breeze,
All seems motionless,
Just the sound of sweeping leaves.

How I wish there's no brain,
Where I would not live to think,
No need for reality of life,
And be free of everything!

Life is just a hard breathing,
I wish time could just stood still,
So it can stop the worrying,
And lost the sense to feel!

Hoping to end this forsaken grief,
I close my eyes into darkness,
Wishing to stay happy with relief,  
And with no end to happiness!

Just A Memory

I remember that we walked,

Soaked to the very skin,

But I remember not,

That I was ever in,

Somwehre in a desirable room,

I don't remember where,

When we lay in each other's arms so soon!

Holding the warmness there,

I don't remember anything,

Of what we did and said,

We, in our love-making,

In that forgotten bed!

I remember when morning came,

We just smiled to part,

There was nothing to blame,

But just a memory to keep at heart!

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This was one of the romantic short poems I wrote back in the late 70's.

It was later published on 5th of December 1979

in a local fortnightly tabloit magazine's poems corner

Hope you'll like it!

TIME after time

Time is a measure of Life,

It is an invaluable commodity,

Which no money can sustain,

It determines your accomplishments.

Time lost is never found,

It is an endless treasure,

It is the most delicate,

We have to Handle It with Care!

If we squander Time,

Life will be full of regrets,

For Time is forever,

But Life is Not!

Time comes by but only once,

It is truly a man's best friend,

But It can also be your worst enemy,

For Time and Tide waits for no Man!

hope that filled up yout time!

and of course thanks very much  
for your Moment in time!

eNjOy!!

A Lady of Mine

This was a poem which I composed in Jan 1980 on a Saturday and it took 7 months to get it published. I mailed it on 10th Jan 1980 and got published on the 23rd of July 1980 ! Just a simple Poem Corner as they used to call it. Not paid anyway - just for expression purposes.

So, here it goes :-

Glamourous is the word to describe her,
Cheeky and sometimes a sense of humour,
Nothing has she to make me sadder,
It's the nicest things when she gets closer!

Lovely a smile she has,
From her pretty little face,
With a round pair of sparkling eyes,
She's cute and so full of grace!

Warm and kind she is,
Aways with a hand to lend,
And with a sentimental bliss,
She would always understand.

Feelings of affection,
And in her prime,
A heart of great devotion,
She's a lady of mine!

Just Because

As I sit and I wander,
my mind flickers,
one thought to wonder
another just would not retire!
And so it made me wanna inspire .....

Calmly and serenely eNjOy the following
that once was a lovable and unforgettable memory.......

Just Because,
They do me wrong,
Who say I come no more!
For everyday,
I've been waiting at the door!
I'd bid you wake, fight and win,
Weep not for precious moments,
But chances thrown away!
Wail not for golden ages on the wane.
For every night,
I burn the record of the day!
For every tomorrow,
A new soul is born again!
And it's all just because,
Because I'll wait for just another day!
Until the closer I get,
The more I'm in vain! 

Inspired by the fave' song by Enrique Iglesias,

I composed it for my favorite hamster WyWy who was lost and never found. 
It's about him and being the last surviving soul of his family.  
He was obedient, he was cuddly, handsome and most of all he was lovingly lovely! 
And I mourn for him!