My Solace

My silence sometimes is felt but not without remorse,

I am never free of my mind in my solace,

and for every day of sleep that I awoke,

I would be so thankful with embrace,

and all the words i could remember,

are spoken in every poems that I wrote!

For hours I looked,

Every moment of my gaze,

Feelings get so hooked,

How much to me it amaze!

For days I searched,

Where is my truthfulness,

I am in such a lurch,

My time became madness!!

For years I realize,

What a fool I have been,

I am like a boat that capsized,

Why am I still breathing!

For centuries that has gone by,

I still crave for my dreams,

Who's there to hear my cries,

My life has no ending!

For over another universe,

Will I still then feel the same,

If life were to be reversed,

I might have forgotten my own name!

For time into infinity,

Will there still be life,

Are there still gravity,

Can this soul still be revived?